You may never know how it feels
When you are nobody for everybody
When you are nothing to everything
You don't have any chance to find tomorrow
Worse, you don't belong to tomorrow
You don't own the reason what you're living for
Yesterday, today, or the next lives
You only see what you wanna see
Not what you have to see
You only do what it forced to you
Not what you really wanna do
You are worthless to choose
Cuz the choices are not made for you
Simply, you have no right to choose
Neither to take nor to pick
You are living,
But you belong to the death realm
You are breathing,
But you only borrow the air from other
See?
You really have no value to the world
You are not as small as dust, but people can't notice you
You are not as transparent as wind, but people are so hard to feel you
You are not seen, an invisible creature
You exist but you mean nothing
You might never know how it feels
Cuz you are the reason for whatever bad I feel
tiba2 ajah, beberapa hari belakangan, teringat dia.
aih, aih, aih...
tak mengerti. tau2 saja blakangan jd kepikiran dirinya truz. padahal kan udah bertekad utk move on n ngelupain smuanya. tp katanya orang ini, yg namanya kenangan, jangan dilupain
omigod. mellow, mellow, mellow, kembali mellow ga jelas.
emang, yg namanya ngelupain ituh SUSAH SANGAT
aes, mboh. mumet. idup udah susah, ga usah dibikin tambah susah lagi deh tiii... pake mikirin tuh orang. dih, GA GUNA!
*jedotin kpala ke tembok kamar yg sdang dicet*eniwei, kamar saya sdang dicet ulang loohhh... warnanya jadi IJO!!
gyagyagyagyagya.. warna paporit. jadi makin betah di kamar dah. tapi, utk sementara, saya ngungsi ke kamarnya ruben. hohohohoho... 
NB : puisi di atas diambil dr Jomblo Narsis by Dina Mardiana
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